Well so much for blogging everyday...i guess i will have to work at this blogging thing a little harder.
So i was totally sick for about a week and through that week I have had some of the most amazing transitions occur. It is really quite a testament to the universe how perfect everything always seems to work out if you keep a clear mind and GOOD intention behind your thoughts and actions.Therefore, I have relinquished the idea of holding, trying to achieve and gathering power. I AM LETTING GO...and it feels GREAT!
I really feel that this has been a personal struggle of mine for lifetimes upon lifetimes, and as much as i have had a decent intention for others through life there has always been an underlying weird power, ego trip that underneath and inside of myself i knew was wrong...I finally saw it plain as the sunshine on a clear day! Now that I see it i can OWN it, accept it and resume WALKing along down the path of life.
It has also become abundantly clear that previously there was a space in my heart that i really had little to no understanding of. Discovering this doorway and opening the door feels good and all I can say is LOVE, LOVE, LOVE,IS THE ANSWER. Which i knew before but i am realizing how all encompassing and huge LOVE is...its mind boggling like the internet but a whole lot BIGGER.
I think that meditations on love are as deep and mysterious and wonderful as the WHOLE of the universe! In fact i would imagine they really are meditations on the same idea.
Ok i have rambled enough today, but i will be back 2morrow because i have a bit more explaining to do!
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
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